Why?

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I just found myself really struggle to put my ideas into words when coming back to malaysia.

 

Every idea seems to melt within the time when I have to perform other duties and obligation.

 

Although, there are so many things to write and share.

 

Sigh.

 

It will be never ending, heh? Just so much to do, with such little time. Sometimes I just wish there is tape recorder to translate what my brain has to say before i forget to write it down.

 

One thing I learn in life, although there is so much things u want to achieve in life, to much things u wanted, only Allah has the right to give to u, and He would granted whatever He wants to who ever He want.

“Sesungguhnya dikumpulkan penciptaan setiap kamu di dalam rahim ibu selama 40 hari dalam bentuk nuthfah (sperma), kemudian menjadi ‘alaqah (segumpal darah) selama itu juga, kemudian menjadi mudghah (segumpal daging) selama itu juga, kemudian diutuskan malaikat untuk meniupkan roh kepadanya. Lalu diperintahkan untuk menuliskan empat perkara; rezekinya, ajalnya, amal perbuatannya dan sensara atau bahagianya. Maka demi ALLAH yang tiada Tuhan selainNYA, ada seseorang antara kamu mengerjakan amalan ahli Syurga, sehingga tidak ada jarak antara dirinya dan Syurga kecuali sehasta sahaja. Maka dahululah atasnya takdir ALLAH, lalu dia melakukan perbuatan ahli neraka hingga ia masuk ke dalamnya. Ada seseorang antara kamu mengerjakan amalan neraka, sehingga tiada lagi jarak antara dirinya dan neraka kecuali sehasta sahaja. Maka dahululah ketentuan ALLAH, lalu dia melakukan perbuatan ahli Syurga, dia pun masuk ke dalam Syurga.” ( Hadis 4 dari hadis arbain)

And that I learn, only Him , I should my trust and whole loyalty in what ever happens in my life.

 

Such a reminscene year..

too many things had happened. Sad and happy things. Good and bad things.

A year full of tarbiyah. A year full of reflection.

I promised myself to share with you what had happened and what I have learned. But soon. Not now.

 

Ur ukhti fid deen,

Aisyah,

1 year after coming back from UK

12 Nov 11 – 13 Nov 12

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One thought on “Why?

    jihah93 said:
    November 21, 2012 at 5:38 am

    So true kak aisyah. Jzzk 4 sharing 🙂

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