Lama tak update

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salam

 

saya tahu.. doakan supaya dapat terus menyumbang di medan ini.

 

Majalah jom, muharikah.com dan imanshoppe sedang major staff reconstruction. Moga bila lebih tersusun urusan akan lebih memudahkan kerja-kerja.

 

I do seriously need to focus and give more time in medics. When my consultant me asked about the endocrine questions ( she is the endocrinologist), i took about 2 and half minute to answer back, then she already labelled me as hypothyroid.

 

memang kadang2 sedih je dengan performance diri sendiri yang rasa amat teruk juga.

 

perkara itu menjadikan saya memahami juga adik2 yang berkhidmat penuh setia dia bawah saya Β tiap kali saya berikan arahan dan juga menegur salah silap mereka.

 

memang best bekerja sendiri, u r u own boss. u decide what u want to do, u can decide what time u wake up every morning. u can decide to be discipline or not.

 

tapi … fahamilah, bila kadang2 kita rasa sangat sedih tak dapat perform depn boss kita, ramai lagi orang lain yang kene lagi teruk dengan boss atasan dia. kene maki hamun.

 

menyebabkan emosi dan juga fizikal bertambah penat.

 

nak datang kerja pun malas dan takde mood!

 

dan menjadikan dakwah menurun performancenya.

 

sebab itulah, jika anda bekerja dalam environment yang takde orang nak marah, takde orang tinggi suara, takde orang hina u depan ramai orang bawahan u, bila takde orang deman apa2, dan takde orang back biting dan kutuk2 belakang, takde orang pandang kita selekeh, takde style dan comot hanya sebab kita bekerja 36 jam non-stop, then patutnya kita boleh perform lebih cemerlang dan hebat lagi. lebih look forward utk bangun di pagi hari and have something to achieve. ada benda yang boleh kita capai dan kira rasa puas utk dapatkan.

 

being a doktor i a big thing. i have to compute that into my brain, and run the tape of my future self, having a vision of what i want to be, so that i have a reason to drive early to hospital, and to take a medical book and read about the spinothalmic and dorsal column tract or even bother to examine the eye of Β each and every diabetic patient that i have.

 

because, i know, i am always a mediocre of this field, and to be successful in it, to be like Prof har, dr latiff, dr amal, dr diana, dr norma , prof hatta and the rest of magmanous and super intelect brains, is like being a samad said when u just an amatur writer.

 

Susahnyalah…

 

when what i love to do everyday is reading Allah’s verses and pondering about each of every words of it.

When what I love the most is reading about dakwah.

When what I obsessed the most is delivering dakwah and taujihaat to the ensuthiast and eye-opened adik2.

 

When what I enjoyed the most is being a full time murabbi. Travelling around the world and do tajmik and takwin there, Building a dakwah empire in each and every land i touched.
It is an amazing dream and experience. It is what ur life is worth for. Doing jihad and dakwah.

 

Abu said alkhudri pernah berkata: Seorang lelaki bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w: ” Manusia jenis yang mana satu lebih utama?”. Baginda menjawap: ‘Seorang mukmin yang berperang dengan jiwa dan hartanya di jalan Allah”. ( HR Bukhari dan Muslim)

 

Qital, berperang, berjihad, meand, berdakwah ila Allah, to the utmost limit of ur energy and soul.

Until u feel drained.

and satisfied.

 

the taste of the feeling, is sweeter than the honey mix with the milk.

 

Menjadi orang cemerlang dalam dunia perubatan… it is hard and struggle jobs. I understood much more why this group of people tend to not be as responsive with emails and phone text and call.

 

or even have time to have adequate reading time and going to tarbiyah program.

Just because, all the medical terminology, concept, management, investigation, pathophysiology, biochemistery or even molecular level of physiology occupied their minds.

not even just that, with workload that never finished. it is a long life job.

a noble one.

it just that, being a busy ( kononnya) doktor, u forget about doing dakwah itself. just because u want to get ur job done faster, so that u can read, u can study about whatever been asked ( and of course for ur mrcp and masters exam), so that you know, u r doing good to yourself and the patient.

 

and i know exactly, if this field not been conquered by muslims, it will be conqured by non-muslim. and u know how many population of nonmuslim doctors become malaysian medical association members? More than half of them!

 

Arrgh! Ya Allah! Kuatkan aku! Dan bantu aku menjadi seorang yang terbaik dalam semua perkara yang aku ceburui!

 

I read something that really strikes me yesterday:

 

” A successful people, challenge them selves to do the impossible one!’

dan hakikatnya orang berjaya adalah orang yang selalu buat benda yang orang lain tak buat.

 

Those who knows, really knows what im facing and going through.

 

Sometimes, u cannot afford to think ( of what to do, what not to do).

 

U just have to do it.

 

 

Wassalam

 

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3 thoughts on “Lama tak update

    comey^^ said:
    September 14, 2012 at 1:37 am

    subhanAllah..mmg sgt mencabar kerjaya seorg doktor…moga Allah berikan kekuatan y luar biasa utk mengharungi cabaran2 duniawi utk mencapai syurga Firdaus…ameenn

    tergerak hati nk bg mencoret di sini bile enti sebut sal org atasan y suke maki hamun where I’m of them…mmg rase sgt demotivated nk g keje n terrrefek gaks pd keje dakwah..moga Allah beri kekuatan pd kami y berada d bumi borneo & kurang penggerak…ameenn

    najahnisa said:
    September 15, 2012 at 5:31 am

    teruskan perjuangan…

    hans8765han said:
    September 16, 2012 at 3:53 pm

    Semoga Allah merahmati kamu selamanya

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